MeRdEkA bReAk~

FriDaY
sTaY aT KL oN FriDaY~
WeNt tO 天, i aSo DuNNo wHy PaPa LiKeS tO Go tHeRe~ sO ExPeNsiVe~ BuT ThE SeRViVe WaS eXcELLeNt~ 100%~

iT'S mY MuM'S BiRtHdAy tHaT DaY~ BirThdAy CaKe DuN HaVe La~ 海外天MoOnCaKe gOt La~


SaTuRDaY
ReAcH KuAnTaN BoUt 3.30pM~ WeNt tO tHe BeAcH WiTh PriSCiLLa aT 4pm~ LoNg TiMe DiDn't sEe HeR~ mY BeSt BuDDy~

aLtHoUgH iT's oNLy BoTh oF uS BuT iT's eNoUgH~ JuZ WaNNa SaY FriEnDs DoN'T NeEd tO HaVe MaNy, eVeN HaVe 1 cLoSeD FriEnDs iS MoRe tHaN eNoUgH~ FeELs VeRy CoMFoRtaBLe WiTh HeR~ MeEt cHiA LiN tHeRe BuT ShE DiN JoIn uS~


HaViNg LoTs oF 烦恼, BeAch CeRTaiNLy iS tHe BeSt pLaCe To HaNg oUt~ sTaRiNg aT ThE BriGhT bLuE sKy

WaTcHiNg cHiLdReN pLaYiNg aRoUnD ThE BeAcH
SeEiNg pEoPLe fLyinG KiTeS~

i LoVe tHiS pLaCe a LoT~ JuZ tHaT TC iS HaViNg SoMe ReNovATioN~ QuiTe DuStY~

WeNt tO MeGaMaLL aT NiGhT, BoUgHt iCe aGe 3.. i NoE i'M a BiT oUtDaTeD BuT MuSt uNdErStAnD ThAt i DuN HaVe a cHAnce To WatCh TV tHerE~ tHeN WeNt tO EC MaLL~ BoUgHt sOmE FoRMaL cLoTHeS aT G2000~ G2000 iS cLeAriNg sToCk, gOiNg tO cLoSeD SoOn~ eCoNoMy TaK BaiK iS LiKe tHaT dE La~


SuNdAY
aS wHaT i pLaN , i WeNt tO cHurCh, ST.ThOmAs cHurCh~ FeEL MuCh BeTTeR tHeRe~ aFtEr
ThAt wEnT tO MS.GaRdEn FoR BrEaKfAsT, EaT DiM SuM~ vErY NiCe~


JiMMy BoY

WaLk MeGaMaLL tO aFtEr BrEaKfAsT~

i'M FaCiNg LoTs oF pRoBLeMs HeRe~ rEaLLy JuZ tOo MuCh oF pRoBLeMs~ VeRy vErY FaN aR~
LoVe tO LoOk aT tHeM~ HoW iNNoCeNt tHeY aRe~


PoPuLaR BoOkStOrE~

MoNDaY
BrEakFaSt aT MC DoNaLd~ BeAcH aGaiN?! bReAkfAsT WiTh zHeN YiNg~ aCtUaLLy sHe EaT oNLy La~ i JuZ sTaRe aT HeR~ wEiRd FeELiNg~ Ya, oNe DuN eAt BrEaKfAsT, oNe DuN wAkE uP eArLy~ aCtUaLLy i JuZ WaNNa SeE HeR oNLy~ a BiT DiSSaPoiNtEd~ aSo HaVeN 1 HoUr sHe HaVe tO Go dY~ WaNNa 送 XiOw YiN At tHe BuS sTaTiOn~ wHy CaN'T sHe sPeNt mOrE TiMe WiTh mE? aNyWaY, nOtHiNg tO TaLk tO hEr, VeRy尴尬~

OnE MaLaYSiA~ sAw tHiS aT MS GaRDeN~

eXHaUsTiNg DaY~

sHiFtEd RoOm 2DaY~ sHiFt tO Pei sHaN'S RoOm, ToOk mE BoUt 1 HoUr aNd 30 MiNuTeS tO sHiFt aLL mY sTuFF~ BuT tHe PeNyELiA aSrAMa SuDDeNLy CaMe iN aNd SaY CaNNoT~ aNd CaLL mE tO sHiFt aGaiN~ MaD 1~ JusT FiNiSh sHiFtiNg aLL mY sTuFF nY aNd ShE CaLL mE tO sHiFt?? MaD dE, MaD dE~ sTiLL tHe SaMe ReAsOn, CaNNoT HaVe tWo cHiNeSe iN a RoOm!! wHaT LaW iS tHaT? WhAt tHe HeLL, WTF~

HaViNg HeAdAcHe NoW~ DuNNo La~ aNyWaY, i aM sLeEpiNg iN Pei sHaN's RoOm FoR a NiGhT~ HaiZ~ DuN GiVe tHe KeY La iF CaN'T ShiFt iN tHaT RoOm~ NoW sHiFt dY oNLy SaY CaNNoT~

HaViNg pHoToGrApH SeSSiOn aGaiN~ aLL iN PiNk~ YeR, vErY 恐怖~ eVeN tHe LeCtUrEr aSo SaY uS~ tHe PiNk GaNg~


RaT DiSSeCTiOn




SuCh a CuTe RaT.. LoOkS LiKe StUaRt LiTTLe~




sO MaNy bLoOD~ YuCk~ TeAcHeR FoRcE uS tO ReMoVe aLL tHe oRGaN dE~ NoT mY FaULt~

sHiFtiNg RoOm aGaiN tOMoRROw.. aNoThEr DaY oF LiFe~

tHe PoWeR oF GoD~

不愉快的事一波接一波的发生~遇到的挫折更是一波未平,一波又起~还没解决一个问题,另一个问题又来了~

昨天终于鼓起勇气说出我心中的话来,“我真的不想读这里了”。从开学的第一天到现在,我都不喜欢这里。不喜欢这里的环境;不喜欢这里的同学;不喜欢这里的室友;不喜欢这里的文化;不喜欢离乡背井的感觉;更不喜欢孤独寂寞的感觉~

没错,这里的课程真的不难读,我甚至觉得比中五的课程更简单。可是,读到那么不愉快,又何苦呢?

HaViNg pHoToGrApH SeSSiOn tODaY~

为什么别人能做到,我却不能?原因很简单,因为他们比我幸运,有着能和他们和睦相处的室友,有一群和他们出生入死的死党。而我呢?有着一个爱闹不爱读书的室友,和一群自私自利的酒肉朋友~

彷徨无助的时候,我闭上眼用心的祈祷~ 主,真的存在吗?没人知道~身为一个没宗教的人,我突然有一股冲动想拥有一个宗教~我真的相信“主”的存在~基督教会是我的选择~这个星期日好想去教堂,虔诚地祈祷,希望主能引导我,解决所有烦恼吧~

mY NeCkLaCe...

等明年吧,我应该会向往基督教,成为基督教徒吧~希望父母尊重我的决定,不会反对

MaN iN tHe MiRRoR bY MiChEaL JaCkSoN, BeAuTiFuLLy SaNg bY LeE HoM~

JaLaN-JaLaN CaRi MaKaN!!

aFtErNoOn WeNt To CaFe C2, GoT FoOd tHeRe BuT tHe uNcLe ReFuSeD tO SeLL FoOd tO uS, SaY 5PM oNLy CaN BuY~ MaD dE, JuZ BeCaUsE tHeY CaN'T eAt, tHeY DuN LeT uS BuY~ LaTeR GoT 1 cHiNeSe, NeArLy QuARReL WiTh tHeM~FriGhTeN mE... GoT MoNeY aSo DuN WaNNa tO eArN~

YeStErDaY aS uSuAL 6.45pm WeNt tO tHe CaFe FoR DiNNeR~ LoL~ LiKe 饿鬼抢屎LiKe tHaT~ tHe CaFe iS CrowDeD LiKe HeLL... i tHoUgHt tHeY 7.30PM oNLy CaN eAt, sO EaRLy BuY FoOd FoR wHaT WoR? 望梅止渴?HaHa...

JaLaN-JaLaN CaRi MaKaN
tHiS MoRNiNg~ TeTaPi TaK DaPaT MaKaN~ FiNaLLy tHe MaK CiK CaNtEeN SaW uS WaLk HeRe WaLk tHeRe, tHeN aSk Us WaNNa eAt, sHe CoOk FoR Us... LuCKiLy~ aFtErNoON aSo DuNNo GoT wHaT To eAt.. i DuN wAn tO EaT MaGGi mEe!! YuCk~


uNTiL ToDaY mY bLoCk sTiLL DuN HaV WaTeR~iNsYa aLLaH, sTiLL GoT 1 bLoCk gOt WaTeR~ Ya aLLaH, aMPuNLaH DoSa-DoSa KaMi~ GiVe uS FoOd aNd WaTeR La~ No oFFeNsE, pLeAsE... i'M a FrEe tHiNkEr~

tHe sTaRt oF FaStiNg MoNtH!!

WoKe uP 8am 2DaY~ mY rOoMaTe sLeEp uPStAiRs WiTh tHeiR FrienDs~ i oNe PeRsOn sLeEp aGaiN~ aNyWaY, i LiKe ThAt~ aT LeAsT NoBoDy DiStUrB Me~

WaNtEd tO HaVe BrEaKFaSt~ WeNt tO CaFe C1, No FoOd~ CaFe C2, No FoOd aGaiN, CaFe B1 aNd B2 aSo No FoOd~ WhAt tHe HeLL aRe tHeY DoiNg~ tHeY PuAsA, wE aSo NeEd tO PuAsA aR?? HoW CaN tHeY Do tHaT tO uS~ tHeRe aRe sTiLL HuNdReDs oF NoN-MuSLiMs HeRe HaVe tO eAt~ wE HaVe tO ReSPeCt tHeM, CaN'T eAt iNFrOnT Of tHeM, wHy JuSt CaN'T tHeY ReSpEcT Us?! SiMpLe ReSPeCt AsO DuNNo, DoN't NeEd WaT oNe MaLaYSiA La!!

SaW a GaNg oF cHiNeSe oN mY WaY oF HuNtiNg FoOd~ tHeY aRe aSo CoMpLaiNiNg~ SuRe La, No FoOd WoR~ u tHiNk 1 DaY mEh, tHeY aRe gOiNg tO PuAsA FoR 1 MoNtH aR~ MaD dE, cRaZy De!!


HaVe a VeRy MiNi dE MiNi MaRkEt iN oUr MaTriX~ WaNtEd tO BuY mEE iN tHe CuP FoR BrEAkFaSt~ tHe WoRsT PaRt WaS aLrEaDy 10+aM sTiLL HaVeN oPeN~ Do WhAt BuSiNeSS? DoN'T dO La, cLoSeD sHoP La!! DoN'T LeT uS oUtiNg SoMeMoRe, WaNNa BuY FoOd aSo CaNNoT~ &&%^*&*#$#$#!!@!!


FiNaLLy tHe MiNi MaRKeT oPeN, BoUgHt LoTs oF BiSCuiTs aNd MaGGi mEe tO sTaNd By~ wHoLe MoNtH LeR~ HoW tO SuRViVe?!


tHe WoRsT PaRt WaS No WaTeR aGaiN~ CaN'T BaTh, CaN'T WaSh cLoThEs aGaiN.. HaiZ~ iT'S tHe sTaRt oF FaStiNg MoNtH......



MuSiC MaN tO tHe ReSCuE~ DuN TeLL mE u DuNNo wHo iS MuSiC MaN? LeE HoM La oF CoUrSe~ SuPeRmAn, BaTMaN, uLTrAMaN, CiCaKMaN aLL bLuFF pEoPLe dE~ oNLy MuSiC MaN iS ReAL dE~TypHoOn MoRaKat DiSaSteR ReLieF iN TaiWaN...

CoMe oN, LeE HoM, pLaY uR MuSiC!! wE WaNNa HeAr iT!!!

pUaSa eVe~


FiNaLLy CaN ReSt tODaY~ tHe sTaRt oF mY cYbEr WoRLd~

JuSt HaVe mY BiO QuiZ tHiS eVeNiNg aT 4.30PM...
NoT NeRvOuS aT aLL, MaYbE aLrEaDy ToO DiSSaPoiNtEd WiTh mY ReSuLtS.. nO FeELiNg nOw..

MiSS mY eVeNiNg NaP 2DaY~ HaiZ~ sLeEpY NoW~

wE aRe sTiLL QuaRaNTiNe, CaN'T gO oUtiNg aNd gO HoMe~ HoW CaN ThEy QuARaNTiNe uS sO LoNg?! tHiS WeEk iS tHe 3Rd WeEk dY... WaNNa gO OuT FoR a MoViE aSo CaNNoT!!

HaViNg sTuFFy NoSe aNd ReD eYeS tODaY~ NoT iN tHe gOoD MoOd, GeT iRRiTaTeD EaSiLy...

WeNt tO CuBiCaL 2DaY~ DuNNo HoW tO Do MaTh, WaNtEd tO aSk Mr.DaViD~ He ToUgHt uS PaTiEnTLy... BuT aFtEr tHaT, HaVe mEeTiNg.. sO HaVe To aSk HiM aNoThEr DaY~

mY RoOmAtE DiN TaLk tO Me FoR DaYs.. DuNNo sHe aNgRy mE WhAt.. sO wE aRe 冷战+iNg.. aNyWaY, i'M NoT gOiNg tO sTaRt tHe CoNVeRSaTioN FiRsT~ LeT HeR aNgRy La, i'M gOiNg 2 cHaNgE mY RoOm NeXt tHuRsDaY~ DoN'T NeEd tO sEe HeR dY~

HaVe DiNNeR WiTh mY cLaSSMaTeS~ tHeY aRe gOiNg 2 PuAsA 2MoRo~ sO wE HaD DiNNeR tOgEtHeR~ i WoNdEr HoW tHeY CaN TaHaN MoRe ThAn 12 HoUrS WiThOuT FoOd aNd DriNkS~ 佩服,佩服~

wHeN tHe GoiNg GeTs ToUgH, tHe ToUgH GeTs GoiNg~


昨天哭了,心情好多了~真的被我成绩吓坏了~本来对英语都有少少阴影了,不然那是学校假期都不会去补英语啊~现在,已经开始怕了~怎么克服啊?这是上天给我的考验,还是让我一蹶不振的打击啊?!到底想我怎样啊?怎么今年遇到那么多挫折啊?真是流年不利啊~

PriSCiLLa昨晚看了我的bLoG~打给我~已经有好几个月没看到她了~虽然很少联络,但还有蛮多东西谈的~很快就能见到她了~下个星期五就能见面了~和她诉苦了,感觉没那么压力了~其实我都很讨厌BiO,所以比任何人都读到特别辛苦~唉,随便啦,我都没选择的机会了~唯有硬撑,读下去啦!

最近都爱“煲电话粥”~一打就至少1个小时~手机快破产了~


希望心情快点平伏,明天还有MaTh QuiZ, eNgLiSh sPeAKiNg TeSt,星期四还有BiO QuiZ~

值得兴奋的是

林丹赢了!!林丹最棒!!


大马的男单李XX,连半决赛都进不到~还亏是世界第一,真是浪得虚名~

更兴奋的是
下个星期五就可以回关丹了

"C"rY FoR mY eNgLiSh!!!

昨晚SiN YeE来我房间找我,要问我数学,问问下,变到我问回她 ~哈哈~和她还蛮多话题讲的啊~她来自JeRaNTuT,她是我LeCtUrE HaLL的朋友~

“她”终于找我了~好高兴哦~不过我总觉得事情一定不是那么简单~无论如何,我总算如愿以偿~跟“她”sms好爽啊~希望会保持下去~

本来今早还蛮高兴的~可是兴奋的心情顿时消失了~今天MiD SeM ExAm的成绩出炉了~我被我成绩吓呆了~怎么可能这样?不可能,好不好?!

我最怕最怕的感觉来了~好失望,好失望~真的真的真的吓呆了~tHe FiRsT TiMe iN HiStOrY, i GoT a C fOr mY eNgLiSh!! 你懂C是多少分吗?50--54 分啊!记得上次SPM我的EST拿A2,我都哭到半死~这次是
C, C!!真的难以置信~太难接受了~
放学后,什么都不想直接睡觉~姐姐打来,我都不想接电话了!我都不知该怎么告诉他们~
给我冷静下好吗?我真的好想哭啊!!


a TaLk FrOm HeArT~


无端端写起日记来~日记是最真实的。部落格只能写一些能与别人分享的东西而已。吃了晚餐后,回了自己的房间,今晚没做cYbEr人了。才七点多而已,我也不知道要做什么~功课明天吧,让我休息一天!无端端想起HoAy TeNg~怎么那么多“无端端”啊~我也不知道。于是就打了给她…..

我们很兴奋地谈了起来,我们还蛮多东西谈的啊,不然不会讲了1个小时30分钟啊。谈到学业,我们都很怀念以前一起拼,一起读书的日子~现在各分东西了,大家都自己要走的路,虽然不能常见面,但我相信我们的友情不会变淡,因为我们是2 WaY DiReCTiON,互相依靠~我不擅长表达自己,但她却可以说出我内心的话来。她真的太厉害了,太了解我了!

谈谈下,不知怎么无端端说起“她”。HoAy TeNg说的对,我真的太依靠“她”了。无可否认的,“她”影响我真的太深太深了,深得可以说让我无法自拔了。我真的太需要“她”了,我甚至不敢想像“她”去了台湾,我的生活会是怎样的~可是“她”对我时热时冷,有时候连回一封短讯,“她”都懒~HoAy TeNg说中了我心底的话,你是怎么看透我心的啊?!

“她”真的已经变了,也许“她”自己也察觉不到,可是我却感觉得到。“她”没有以前酱用心对待我了,“她”只是在迁就我~可能“她”朋友太多了,“她”根本不可能将心比心地对待每一个朋友,“她”能做的只是迁就每一个人~我已经好累,好累主动去找你了~虽然你每次都有理我,但可不可以一次你主动打给我,sMs我啊?!一次就足够了~我真的不敢对你有太大的期望,因为我真的很害怕失望和绝望的感觉~无论如何,“她”永远是“她”,没有人能取代“她”,因为我觉得“她”是我在这世上见过最好的人~希望你会遵守你对我承诺,去了台湾,记得和我联络就好~

怎么无端端有讲到“她”去了?!

回来回来,谢谢你,HoAy TeNg~ 和我谈了那么久。虽然电话费贵了一些,不过还是值得的,下个星期会再打给你,如果我手机有钱的话~

WaT a SaTuRDaY~

15tH AuGuST 2009 06:30
WaKe uP EaRLy aLtHoUgH iT'S a SaTuRdAy~ HaVe tO GaThEr aT tHe FiELd, MeRdEKa aCTiViTy oN~
HaVe KiNd oF SeNaMroBiK, tHeN wE HaVe PuCo-PuCo aNd LaStLy tHe CHiCkEn DaNcE~


9aM HavE WaTeR BaLoOn CoMpETiTiOn, FeEL LiKe QuiTiNg CaUsE DoN'T rEaLLy FeEL LiKe pLaYiNg BuT SiNcE i aLrEaDy PrOmiSe tHeM, gO tHeN gO La~ CaUsE 1 gRoUp NeEd 4 MaLaYs aNd 3 NoN-BuMi~ wE LoSt, aLmOsT WiN dE, BuT YeE cHiN aCCiDeNtALLy tHrOw tHe WaTeR BaLLoOn oN ThE TiAnG, tHen ThE wAtEr sPLaSh oN Me, 自己人打自己人~ DiN bLaMe HeR FoR tHaT, i eNjOy iT~ tHankS tO HeR FoR iNViTiNg Me tO JoiN iN~

mY GrOuP, Tun TeJa

NoThiNg sPeCiaL HaPPeN YeStErDaY~ Ya, mY RoOmAtEs tHaT bEiNg QuaRaNTiNe FoR HaViNg FeVeR CaMe BaCk YeStErDaY, sHe HaVeN ReCoVeR, wHy CaN CoMe BaCk To ThE RoOm dE? sHe wRaP LiKe a BaLL, sHe sTiLL HaViNg FeVeR~ LoL~ sHe WaNt tO sPReAd 2 mE... i sWaLLoW 10 ViTaMiN PiLLs a DaY NoW~ i DoN'T WaNt tO DiE YeT~ HeArD ThAt AsThMaTiC pEoPLe HaVe a HiGhEr cHaNcEs To DiE oF H1N1~ i'm oNLy 18~ i HaD a FeELiNg tHat i'LL FaLL SiCk tOo, iT's JuSt a MaTTeR oF TiMe~

CaN'T WaiT FoR MeRdEkA BuT aSo DoN'T WaNt MeRdEKa tO CoMe~ WaT aM i TaLkiNg?! HaViNg MiX FeELiNg~ CaN'T WaiT FoR MeRdEkA BeCaUsE CaN gO bAcK On MeRdEKa~ DoN'T WaNt MeRdEkA CoMe BeCaUsE aFtEr MeRdEkA, tHeY aRe LeAviNg tO TaiWaN~ 天下有不散之宴席吗?如果有的话,那该多好啊! CaN'T iMiGiNe LiFe WiThOUt HeR~ NoBoDy iS gOiNg 2 TaLk tO mE, cHeEr mE uP, sHaRe mY pRobLEmS, sHaRe mY HaPPy TiMe~ LoVe HeR VeRy MuCh~ MaNy TiMe iT'S HaRd tO SaY GoOdByE~ i aSo DuNNo La~顺其自然吧~ NoThiNg MuCh tO HoPe FroM HeR, JuSt HoPe ShE WiLL rEmEmBeR HeR PrOmisE tO mE~

eE SiEw, u FaStEr GeT WeLL, CoMe bAcK heRe La~ NoBoDy pLaY WiTh mE aR~ i WoNdER WaT aRe U DoiNg aT HoMe~ 2DaY gOt MY FM台庆~ ReMeMbEr tO WaTcH~

WeiRd WeDNeSdAy~

8月12日
昨晚又发恶梦了~怎么不好的事一直纠缠着我啊?最近发生很多不愉快的事,我也不知该怎么反应~只能说要来的始终要来,怎样都避不开~

eE SiEw 最近总是怪怪的~她没搞自闭~可能对着我们太压力吧~我开始摸不清她在想什么了,感觉距离越来越远了~今早她被QuArAnTiNe了,因为她有发烧,咳嗽~不用担心,她没有H1N1,只是依照程序要被QuArAnTiNe几天~我们都不能探望她~希望她好好休息,早日康复~


[?]Hi[?] [?]i[?]不懂做么在我的FaCeBoOk乱骂~几时踩到她尾巴啊?都没和她联络,无端端骂我~好无辜哦~开始对这人有点反感了~一直以来都很耐心地理她,换来的只是......~不懂啦~狗咬吕洞宾,不识好人心~

今天本来想换房的,可是负责人却不在~和几个住在几个GrOuNd fLoOr的华人聊了起来~她们都是来自PaHaNg~当我说要换房时,她们都义不容辞的挺我~说她们的大门永远为我而开~蛮搞笑的,虽然没和她们相处过,不过她们给我的印象还不错的,感觉她们都很热心,甚至远远超越 我现在的朋友~开始对我的朋友有些保留了,我已经分不清谁是人,谁是鬼了~她们可以在你面前嬉皮笑脸,在背后就插你一刀~好阴险哦~希望我只是想太多,不会真的发生~

今天跟E NiNg撞衣~好尴尬哦~撞衣不要紧,连裤都·一样~怎么那么有默契啊?!拍了一张照留念~

现在是QuARaNTiNe期~ 我们最快HaRi RaYa才可以回啊!好想家哦~就算能回一天,我都心满意足了~不想留在这里了~

QuaRaNTiNeD iN tHe CoLLeGe~

8月10日
我要换房!相处不来,真的相处不来啊!借她电脑,不懂她按到什么,整个SeTTiNg
换掉了,现在换不回了啦!我的房间再次成为垃圾区,在我房开大食会。好脏,好臭啊!又再次不问自取了,这次我的洗碗液,过后我的MoUsE MoUsE PaD~讨厌!她妈没教她用人家的东西,要问过别人的吗?更过份的是带朋友来看戏,关完全部灯~我要做功课就开灯,我开灯,她就关我的灯,我开回灯,她就关我灯~房间又不是她一个人住啦!#¥!%&×@ #

最近真的很倒霉~一个星期上了六天的课(连拜六都有补课),剩下的只有唯一的星期日~昨天竟然上不到网~身为cYBeR人的我,一天不上网,就好像少吃一餐酱~好生气啊,怎么这里的线那么差啊?原本想买杯iCe-cReaM吃下,冷静下来的~却遇到那讨人厌的GuArD~倒霉的是平时都有带MaTriX CaRd的我,这次竟然忘记带~那个GuArD叫我回去拿~讨厌,竟然还给他训了一顿,好烦哦!!怎么不好的事一直冲着我来?


昨天打给zHeN YiNg,谈不到半个钟,就挂电话了,赶着拿她的新电脑~她说迟点会打回来,可是始终都没有~一次一次地给我希望,却一次一次地使我失望~我真的担心她去了台湾会和我失去联络~虽然她一而再再而三地说一定会理我,可是我觉得不会~

昨晚我们都被叫去礼堂集合~我还抱着很大的期望,希望宣布MaTriX会关~谁知却宣布学校不会关闭,但学生要被关在学校里,不准oUtiNg,不准回家~还宣布MeRDeKa不能回家~本来还在倒数还有20多天就可以回了~现在什么都没了~唉~好惨哦!

好倒霉啊!

已经第四天没水了~听说会持续到HaRi RaYa~最近都爱用华语写部落格~可能这边很少讲华语,物以稀为贵~

我的室友(RoOmMaTe)再次挑战我的容忍度了~这几天一直带朋友来我房~开电脑,开歌,吃东西,谈天,甚至过夜~更过分的是昨晚她们甚至霸占我的床~最近不懂发生什么事,好倒霉啊!怎么不好的事一直发生在我身上啊?

我的房已经好小好小了~竟然挤了8个人~好过分,好过分~更夸张的是她们一张床竟然睡了两个人..地上就睡了三个人~要走路都没空间走~这笔账就算了~更恐怖的事,她们很客气地不问自取,首先就穿我的拖鞋,过后用我的热水壶(明知没水还用,用了又不洗),接下来我的电脑,还很客气地把我电脑拿去图书馆,朋友房~连通知都没通知啊!!好过分哦!

我已经决定申请换房了,希望可以拿到一些比较安静的室友吧~真的读不到书啊!

i'M LoSt, ToTaLLy LoSt!!

8月5日——星期三
不懂为什么每次起床就很失落~
失落的感觉好痛苦啊~没体验过的人只会说“很快过的啦”,cheer up说就容易,做其实真的很难~

所谓“在家靠父母,出外靠朋友”~这句话是对的。我想我在这里不开心的主要原因并不是学业,而是朋友吧~


在这里不是没朋友,而是目前为止还找不到一个知心的朋友~

在没有家人和朋友的情况下,这里的日子可是一点都不好过~突然可以很空虚,很孤单~谁有能了解这种感觉呢?


今早只喝了一盒包装MiLo~已经是第二天没水了,我对这里已经彻底绝望了。其实我真的真的读到很不开心~朋友是主因,压力是其二,想家是其三,环境是其四我找不回我以前的自信,以前的冲劲了!我甚至已经完全失去目标,没有方向感了~就算数学拿100分,cHeMiStRy100又如何?我真的一点快乐的感觉都没有~


她已经消失了,剩下的只是一个找不回自己的自己