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and Music Man is back with his new song.
MY FM is always ahead of others.
Wang LeeHom. 12 Zodiacs.

做人不要太原则，这样会让人感到反感...
有时候，还是随随便便就好...

在乎得越多又怎样？
观点不一样，对并不代表认同。
并不是每个时候，都是像比赛那样。 
赢了就得奖；输了就下次再努力。
我承认我没有运动家那伟大的运动精神。 
放弃，并不代表懦弱；只是我选择把精神时间投资在更有回报的事物身上。
就像种一颗煮熟的种子，不管你多么用心灌溉，它也不会成长。
不管你多么尽力，还是无能为力。那又何必浪费时间呢？

『随便』
至少输了也有借口说自己还没尽全力。
好过面对现实（就算多么努力，也不过是如此）。就算问心无愧，可是这样的结果不是更残酷吗？

虽然今天被某些事情搞得心情不好，很忧郁，很空虚。
因为我知道自己追求的东西，方向和看法都和别人不一样，
所以时常都发生原则上的冲突；
对于这个，我真的很抱歉。

可能最近胆子真的太大了，所以才一直发生冲突。
累。心累。精神快崩溃。是不是该为现在的生活喊停？
真的不想继续下去了。
一年半也好，一年也好，一天也好，我一秒都不想再纠缠下去了。 

其实一个人过得很好。
也许整个忙碌的星期六，
幸福就是晚上10点有热腾腾的槟城炒果条吃。

纳闷着。。。
地球能不能为我自转?就算一秒也好。
很烦很烦。 

Yet, another restless Friday.
The Best Group Presentation. An honour  given to my group for our case study presentation today, outshining the other 9 groups. Credits to Mr. Wong H. K., Wang T. H. for the fantastic public speaking and awesome graphics presentation. And also Wong Y. M.,(i knew you will stalk my blog) for her steadiness in answering Dr. I question (i guest my blazer did warm you up today). Haha.


Keep it on with tomorrow presentation.

With no spirit of winning, i totally gave up. 
But seems like my group members still want to do the best out of it.
Different people have different point of view, there is always no right or wrong. 

Maybe I'm too pessimistic at times, to a certain level that i will gave up everything that i felt there is no chances to outshine others. 
Wasting of time to chase over a bunch of kiasu people.
Maybe this is simply just Penang style. Inherited right after Singapore.

Mark it another stressful week.
Cheers, Mae.

and i wonder why my name always been mis-spelled 
as Yeoh *Mae Yin instead of Yeoh *Mei Yin...
Although i do really like my name to be Mae Yin than Mei Yin...
 

The craze for a photo outing finally came...
"BO JIOR" a famous Penang's phrase of not being called along to do something. 

Finally, 3 of us gather for the same sunrise. Mr. Deffrey & Mr.Will-i-am, are always my great camera kaki...

Sunrise by QE 2, Weld Quay Penang...



So, rise & shines... 
Good morning, Penang...

那四年，我們好像很有錢，走進宿舍的時候會買一杯連老爸都捨不得買的飲料。
那四年，我們好像很有錢，想著要替男女朋友買什麼禮物，回家的時候卻不能給媽媽買一條最便宜的項鍊。
那四年，我們好像很有錢，爸媽的手機只有電話和簡訊的功能，它的價值不足我們一個月的生活費，

数学奇才，
剩下的老朋友，很少能以“年”来计算。
 

初老症状：

不愿意结交新的朋友是因为懒得从头交代自己的人生。 
这是我的座右铭。

 

Starbucks.
I see no point checking-in, 
& telling the whole world that you are queuing up,
just because you couldn't even afford for a cup of designer's coffee?

Chill and Relax.

终于停了下来，泡杯蜜糖，傻傻的看着电脑，
心是静的，脑是乱的，也许这个环境太过于熟悉，
闭着眼睛都能感觉到身边所发生的一切。 

突然发现很多天天相处的人，觉得那么熟悉那么近，
一步之遥一个转身的距离，
但是在有些问题的认识态度，
区别真的不可思议，

事物的发展，人生的道路，
还有感情的欺骗充满了未知与不可预测，
总以为自己很努力，很认真，很多事情就会顺其自然的发展，
可是很多未知的因素扰乱所有的步伐。

我很想对生活充满热情,
我很想认真对待自己的生活。
但我依然感到整天无所事事。生活没有意义。
我很想做些有意义的事，但我却不知道对于我来说什么才有意义。
我很想象别人那样对生活充满自信，快乐。但我却不知道从何而起。
我想做自己想做的事情，我想去自己想去的地方。
但这一切好像对于我，遥不可及。

人永远都是被一些似乎看不见的因素左右，
人生有的时候很讽刺，
走着走着就远离了最初的路，
根本找不到也回不去，
突然，觉得很迷茫，很无力！

Everyone has their own way expressing themselves...
But, Photoshop did a great job each time...

Time for a boost... Here comes my Digital SLR Magazine November 2012... 
Time for a Kit Kat...

Welcome back to the island after few days of being at home...
You can now see a car plate from Kuantan in USM, that begins with "C"...
Finally, after N times of mogok+ing at home, peanutballs' car arrived safe and sound in Penang.

Busy with all my researches, case study, lab reports, quizzes & assignments...
I wonder when will be the next break for me...
and one day, i shall visit Georgetown again... I heard that Komtar 60th floor is open for public view, i can have a snapshoot of the whole Georgetown by then.

Tick Tock, Tick Tock.and you know i'm running out of time. Cheers, world. Tomorrow will be a better day.

不要利用我的随和，来为所欲为... 


我对于"利用"这词，最近真的很敏感。

Seeking for a second of deep breathe was so difficult here.
i don't like the idea of pushing & rushing me to get my work done. 
STRESSFUL LIFE. Pathetic indeed.
i don't need you to understand my situation. But please at least be considerate enough that i'm dealing with an event this Saturday & rehearsal is gonna carry out the whole day.

只能说......
生命是一场无知的奔忙...
 颤抖吧，人生！

Perhaps my dream is un-chase-ible.
Photo couldn't be upload to the webpage for competition.
Anyway, this is the best post-processing i did so far.

So, be proud of yourself, although this photo is just for "storage" purpose.  
Cheers and peace!

I photograph for a purpose, passion it is!

PHARMAKON is the last event involving graphic designs i gonna involve...
Workload too heavy especially after involving in Pharmnight that actually i couldn't even cope and cooperate well with. My fault for being imperfect and your fault for wanting to be too prefect...

I resigned from two of the major events that i wanted to join so-so-much in my campus. Sorry, as some agreements that couldn't be achieve together. I have my own stand and what more to be said except THATS IT!

Pharmacist is simply a sucky career, now i realised although it's too late. 
I have a strong feeling that i gonna end up don't know where, somewhere maybe, but surely not in the medical field i guess...

Who to be blame? One of my coursemate, Hon Kit asked. 
Community pharmacists we met today are frustrated of and dissatisfied with their current work. 
With that, i see no hope in my-future-career after being from 9am till 4pm, walking under the hot sun, stuck in the middle of Georgetown with a road maps, carrying stacks of questionnaire, searching for the community pharmacists. and me too, getting very frust. 
Penang drivers are reckless until a certain stage that you can't imagine walking on the road, u have a 90% risk of being knock down by a car if you accidentally just blink your eyes while crossing the road.

I don't see any point dissecting rat & frog in the experiment. i don't see the point of pricking people fingers to get the few drops of blood and ended up seeing don't-know-what-cells (all cells look same, dude) under the microscope. I see no point of distributing questionnaire when people are darn phobia and frustrated to see you.

For the 5P i wanna achieved previously. Maybe it's time to cancel out 1.
Photography. Pharmacist. Porche. Prosperity.  Platinium Card.

Without any reason, i just want my photograph to be black and white, that suits my feeling today.
An upset mode. I was planning to snap the pencils, but the outcome wasn't that impressive.
So, i switch to my dissection kit set, ya, the set that used to dissect frog and mice during my physiology experiment. 
No worry, my dissection is brandly new even it was bought two years ago, white elephant it is! 
Took out my magnifying glass & start the shooting again in my room. I just never like to talk whenever i'm upset. i always think that my camera understand me the most & my photograph do tells a lot... 

Setting up the tripod in my room to shoot a photo seems to be a very big deal... What to do when you are room alone when everyone is busy shouting "Thank God iT's Friday!"

Yet, another Friday night for me... With all the lab reports undone, with all the lecture notes unread, with all the assignments, research and case study untouch. 

Going back home seems amazing, but Kuantan is just far from my sight...

Being inspired by this iron lattice tower keychain of mine... Ya, Eiffel Tower it is!
Black & White just turn out amazing tonight...
Indeed, France, Paris is a place i never wanna miss it!
f/5.6, ISO 100, 105mm, 4s

Good night, world... Good night, Paris! 

Anyway, we had a great time spending together, not the food, but the bond among us. 

Quote of the Day:
If you think the grass is greener on the other side, it's because it's fertilized with bullshit.

What's wrong with all the Publicity, Graphic Designs and Multimedia Pose i am holding right now?!

讨厌自己那虚伪的坚强，那冷漠的嘴角上扬...
　　


我总是疯狂的做些歇斯底里的事情，然后发呆、傻笑、亦或是流泪。
　　
以前的一幕幕就像一部无声电影，不停的在眼前播放着。我的生命里有那么多过客，可却没人能真正了解我。
　　
在他们眼里我就是那样的让人厌恶，总有一些人会不断的扭曲我的本意，然后把我打入万劫不复。
　　
我也无需跟他们解释什么，我并不在乎别人怎么看我，也许我已经放弃了自己，也许我早已对身边的人、事、甚至我的生活都麻木不仁了。

又是一个下雨天，湿透的袜子加上湿透的心，也许今天又是一个忧郁的星期一。
对于今天总总总总的不满，我已学会压抑着自己的不平待遇。

或许我只学会了逃避，一直都以一种落荒而逃的姿势远离。
从原来的喧哗到现在的寂静，我对一切都做得那样肆无忌惮...

把书包扔下，照一照镜子里的自己，颓废到顶点！
又是一个全身从外到内湿透的落汤鸡！

New Balance ON! Here comes the 6km of Penang Star Walk...

 Future pharmacists on the run! Photo taken at Penang Times Square...

Good morning, Penang...
Better wake up before September ends... Here we are, in the middle of Georgetown...

1 hour and 15 minutes to reach the finish line... I can do better next round... Believe me...

Camera in hand throughout the journey, muahaha... Not mine, but Coconut's one this time!
After the walk!

 Magnum 万能，有惊喜，有快乐!!!
Zhe Yin, me and Ro-Zanne... The only three that have "Magnum" label on our Tees...

Bring it ON, Starwalk! Next Stop: Penang Bridge International Marathon perhaps...