我以为......

我以为......

家是最温暖的被窝......

可是从今天开始,这一小时,这一分钟,这一秒,这一刻...

再也不是了......

也许我不属于这个家庭的一份子...


今年真的是我人生中最难过的一年...今年真的发生太多太多不愉快的事了...

我以为......

没朋友没关系,至少还有家人的支持...


当然我说这的这个家人并不是我真正的家人,只是从小
照顾我到大的“家人”......

变质了...
友情变质了,亲情也变质了...

我不再属于这个家庭了,也许是时候,我回去我真正的家了...



这一刻,多一分钟我也不想留在这里了...
心好痛,好痛!

赶快开学吧...
真的很不开心~

P/S:万圣节快乐,HaPPy HaLLoWeEn


TVB FeVeR~





GoT a BaD NeWs FoR mE... a BaD BaD NeWs...
8th oF oCt 2009 (SuNdAy)
NeXt SuNDaY, TVB aRTiStS 郑嘉颖陈敏之马德钟谢雪心 iS CoMiNg tO KuAnTaN EaSt CoAsT MaLL FoR PrOmOtiOn.. aHhHh!!

i'M gOiNg BaCk nExT FriDaY, aNd tHe eVeNt iS nExT SuNDaY!! aHHHH!!
Y LiKe tHaT dE?
aS a TVB, iT'S a BiG 遗憾!! sTuPiD MUET~ Y oN SaTuRdAy? StUpiD La...



孙悟空大闹天庭~黄明志大闹国家能源局~

讲真,觉得黄明志很有点过份~还录影,分明就是有备而来KaCaU的~骂人不是酱骂的,不用用粗口吧~无理取闹,都说是BrEaK DoWn咯~真的不明白为何那么多人当他是偶像~唉~


颓废青少年 aH MaE~


烟花是绚丽的,但它不是文静的,当它冲出匣子的那一刻,它就是一个诡秘的魔术师,把匣子里的化学成分变成美丽的炮竹,让人们看到它的美,看到它的绚丽。 同时,它也想吸引很多人,让大家都来看看它多么的自信,多么的快乐~




钢琴世界,用行云流水般的音符阐释浪漫情怀。完美的音效、精彩的演奏,是超值的音乐享受。所有最好的时光,最灿烂的风霜,或最初的模样,都缓缓流淌起来。孤单的苦涩,都是我的回忆。在琴音的怀抱中甘甜休憩纯美的钢琴声、诉尽无限的依恋...


这次的假期并不是想象中的精彩...
之间真的发生太多太多事了...我的生活再也不是钢琴黑白键那么简单了...


家永远是最舒服的温暖的被窝...
怎样说呢?
终于可以冲温水澡了..终于可以看电视了...
早上不用早起,不用忧吃~不用怕制水~不用洗衣~不用读书~不用对着“黑面神”了!



其实也不是那么温暖而已~
晚上还是一样睡不着...在家也没什么东西可以做...


我现在的职业就是兼职司机...以前刚刚拿车牌当然是三分钟热度,爱驾车~
现在别叫我驾车,特别是我看着《宫心计》一半~aUnT也要煲戏,每次牺牲我..
死细佬仔又在那个时候补习~气死我了...
不过也好,可以透透气...
在家做一点都不好玩~
闷死了!闷死了!




回到来酱久,只是出过一次,跟HoAy TeNg喝茶...超屌的...
我只是迟那么一点点,她就一直讲,一直讲... 唉~
不过也算她够朋友,要考试了还陪我...算你啦~

星期一去PaSaR MaLaM竟看到我的AcCoUnT老师,PN YeO~吓死我了...本来还想闪人的,不过闪不及,老师竟然叫我...oH~不懂幸运还是倒霉啊?!


问题还没解决~到底该不该停学啊? 我有念头要转读aCCoUnt,不要读sCieNcE了~实在太不喜欢BiO~不过一切,等成绩出了才打算吧~

现在的任务就是好好享受假期,做颓废青少年!!

tHuRsDaY~ BiRtHdAy~

E-mail
22-OCT-2009 10:17am

Mae! How r u? I'm now on sem break. Wanna go out next week? B4 i go bk next thurs..


tHiS iS tHe mEsSaGe wHiCh WaKe mE uP 2DaY~ Ya, iT'S aLrEaDy 10+am, i sTiLL sLeEpiNg~ i'M HaViNg mY HoLiDaYs~ i'M BoReD To DeAtH... DoN'T sLeEp Do WhAt WoR?


BaCk tO tHe mEssAgE... acTuALLy i DuNnO wHo SeNt mE ThE MeSSaGe... BuT LaTeR FoUnD oUt iT'S WeN JiE...



We MeEt eAc
H OtHeR BoUt 1 MoNtH~ Ya, oNLy 1 MoNtH, ThE FiRsT MoNtH iN MaTriCuLaTiOn BuT LaTeR sHe LeAvE MaTriX CaUsE ShE GoT JPA~
We HaNg oUt tOgEtHeR aS a "GaNg" iN MaTriCuLaTiOn~ HaHa...


ThEsE FeW DaYs TrYiNg oUt FeW pHoTo eDiToR pRoGrAmMe.. tOo BaD sTiLL HaVeN DiSCoVeR HoW tO uSe pHoTosHoP~ HaiZ... SuAn LiaO, i 放弃 dY~ UsE BaCk pHoTosCaPe...



wHaT iS
LiFe??
LiFe iS BoRiNg...
aGrEe bY JiMMy BoY...
HaHa...



P/S:
HaPPy B'DaY Ee SiEw, HaPPy B'DaY WeN JiE~ 2 PeRsOn BoRn oN tHe SaMe DaY... LoL... ThEy MiGhT Be NeiGhBoUr aT BaBy RoOm wHeN tHeY aRe NeW BoRn BaBy...


SiMpLy TaLk aGaiN... KeNa PuKuL...

P/S 2:
zHeN YiNg, NoE u JuSt FiNiSh uR eXaM... HaVe a ReSt FiRsT La... i DiD oNLiNe aT 7pm BuT DiN SeE u.. nVm, LaTeR GoT cHaNcE nY cHaT... SaW uR bLoG.. sLeEp MoRe La, JaNgAn JaDi PaNDa...

uPDaTe~ MoOnCaKe FeSTiVaL~

JuZ GoT ThE pHoTo FrOm cHai LeE~

HeRe wE aRe~
VeNuE : aSTaKa KMPk
DaTe: 2 OcToBeR 2009 (FriDaY)
TiMe : 9pm













ViDeO i MaDe~ i'M HaViNg HoLiDaY NoW~ So FrEe tO MaKe ViDeO~
HaVe a LoOk~ ReMeMBeR To TuRn oFF mY ProFiLe MuSiC FirSt~

PSPM= PaKsA StUdEnT PeRGi MaTi

考完PePeRiKSaaN SeMeStEr PrOgRaM MatRiKuLaSi (PSPM) 了~

"STPM=StUdEnT TeNtU PeRgi MaTi

PSPM= PaKsA StUdEnT PeRGi MaTi"
PrOpOsEd bY OnE oF mY FriEnDs~

唯一最有把握的一科竟是我最讨厌的BiO~奇怪~

坐巴士做到晚上7.45分才抵达关丹~累透了~

今天看通了少少~被可爱的DaDiE启发~有没有留意今天的tHe sTaR? DaDDiE 今天上报咧~

tHiS iS mY CuTe DaDDiE

越来越欣赏DaDDiE了~DaDDiE已经48岁了,现在还在读书~我问他为什么现在还要读书,他说 SeLf SaTiSFaCtiOn~读书是LoNg LiFe LeArNiNg,以前没时间,现在有时间就读~他还很有恒心地说可以的话,要读博士~

BeYoNd tHe ReaLm oF CoNsCiEnCe 宫心计



Title: Beyond the Realm of Conscience 宫心计
Cast: Charmaine Sheh (佘诗曼), Tavia Yeung (杨怡), Moses Chan (陈豪), Kevin Cheng (郑嘉颖), Michelle Yim (米雪), Susanna Kwan (关菊英), Selena Li (李诗韵), Mary Hon (韩马利)




aFtEr WaTcHiNg 家好月圆,oThErs TVB DrAMa SeEmS NoT tO Be iNViTiNg...



WiLL tHiS BeAt 家好月圆?



JuZ WaiT aNd SeE.. StAy TuNeD aT AsTrO On DeMaNd~

好想挖个洞,把头往内钻~



搞到这样的地步,我还能怎样?


不想回家了~回到家,我也不知该怎么交代?该怎么面对你们?!



我懦弱!



我没用!



对不起~我辜负了你们~没脸见你们~






P/S: HaPPy B'DaY, ZyU WeNn...

LoGiCaL tHiNkiNg~

PePeRiKsAaN SeMeStEr PrOgRaM MaTriKuLaSi (PSPM 1 ) 2mOrO~

FiRsT SuBJeCt 2MoRo: MaThEmAtiCs
NoT ThAt iNtErEsTeD iNTo iT aNyMoRe~ CaUsE i DuN LiKe tHe LeCtUrEr~ tHaT MaKeS mE LoSt iNtErEST...



WrOtE a PoEm~ LiKe To wRiTe PoEm NoW~


"iNtEgRaTiOn, DiFFeReNtiATiOn, LiMiTaTiOn"

By aH MaE

iNtEGrAtiOn! DiFFeReNTiATiOn! LiMiTaTiOn!

TeSt mY PaTiEnCe!

ThEsE aRe wHo iNvENTiOnS?

WhO cReATe tHeSe NoNsEnSe?

aS a sTuDeNt,

i GoT LiStEn,

DiD PaY aTTeNtiOn,

DiN eVeN aBsEnT~

BuT sTiLL CaN'T FiNd tHe QuOTiEnT,

HoW CaN tHiS HaPPeN?

i'M VeRy TeNTiOn~


LoGiCaL tHiNkiNg~

Practice makes prefect...

but nobody is perfect...

so why practice?

the more u learn, the more u know~

the more u know, the more u forget~

the more u forget, the less u know~

so why learn?




CaKe BoUgHt mY MaTh TuToRiAL TeAcHeR, Pn FaDD~

aLL tHe BeSt iN OuR PSPM!! JiA yOu~

我要抗议!

星期五了咧~

星期一要考试了咧~


数学9课;BiO 11课;cHeM 8 课;加起来 28课!

书还没读完,练习还没做完,每天只顾着玩~


一时起劲,写了一首诗来~



"我要抗议"
bY 杨媚茵(aH MaE)


今天风和日丽,
在这美好的天气,
不懂受了什么刺激,
特发诗意,
甩开笔记,
拿起文具,
发泄几句,

舒解心中的压抑~

我要抗议!
读那么多书有什么意义?
我没那么多精力,
也没什么能力,
去抵抗压力,
真是有心无力~

我每天都在逃避,
很想放弃~
部落格是我的日记,
电脑是我的娱乐天地,
FaCeBoOk有太大的吸引力,
我没搞自闭,
也没生气,
没发脾气,
只是被逼,
去承受压力,
真不明白做人的真谛~

没有关系,
请掌声鼓励,
为我加油打气,
让我充满力气,
继续努力,
奋斗下去~

做人辛苦,读书辛苦,又何苦?

pHeW~ DoNe WiTh MUET~

DoNe WiTh MUET ToDaY~

ThE QuEsTiOn WaS WeiRd~ rEaLLy WeiRd~

tHe QuEsTiOn WaS

"wHiCh pLaCe CaN wE SaVe WaTeR ThE MoSt"~
CaNDiDaTe A: HoMe
CaNDiDaTe B : sChOoL
CaNDiDaTe C : PuBLiC pLaCeS
CaNDiDaTe D : ReStAuRaNt


DoEsN'T MaKe SenSe La~
i WaS LuCkY EnOuGh tO Be CaNDiDaTe D~

i WaS DaMn GaN JeUoNg, CaN'T eVeN FiGuRe OuT aNy PoiNt, jUz SiMpLy HaMTaM!!

ErRr.. eRm... uSe WeT ToWeL oR wEt TiSSuE~ uSe SeNsOrE PaiP iNsTeAd oF TaP WaTeR~ UsE pLaStiC FoRk AnD SpOoN~ WhAt aM i TaLkiNg?!


iNsTeAd GoOd MoRNiNg tO tHe "eXaMiNeRs" aNd FeLLoW "CaNDiDaTeS"~

i SaiD GoOd MoRNiNg tO ThE "CaNDiDaTeS" aNd FeLLoW "eXaMiNeRs"
考了就算了~
LeFt WiTh NeXT TwO wEeKs De ExAmS~ sTuDy LoR~
不敢戴曹格的帽子了,等下给侧田的粉丝打~

死硬 sEi nGaNg!!

HaViNg MUET 2mOrO~ HaViNg mY FiRsT SeM ExAm NeXt WeEk~ NoThiNg MuCh tO SaY CaUsE i'M RuNNiNg oUt oF TiMe...


JuSt tWo WoRdS





死硬
sEi nGaNg



玉皇大帝,观音菩萨,如来佛祖,JeSuS ChriSt, mOtHeR MaRy, aLLaH!!
WaT GoD i aSo pRaY~ pLeAsE bLeSs mE 考试顺顺利利!!

中秋节快乐~

==中秋节快乐==


今年的中秋节,我并不孤单~还有书本陪伴着我~虽然没比在关丹好,但比我想象中好~

昨晚下起了大雨,但我们的计划照旧进行~九点钟在学校的操场点蜡烛,玩灯笼,吃月饼~本来以为只有十个人玩而已~谁知道竟然有40多人来~当然蜡烛也不够,灯笼也不够~也没什么机会玩到~在那儿谈天,看他们玩游戏~还蛮eNjOy的~

回到房已经是晚上11点了~和aUnT谈了电话,失眠好多天的我,昨晚竟然睡得着~而且还睡到今早9.40am才起床~

心情好,果然什么都好~

原本打算今天e-mail 给 zHeN YiNg的,今天却收到她的e-mail~哇,好巧哦~她给了我很多鼓励的话~好感动哦~

过后11am, 妈妈竟然打来说她下着来怡保看我~有一点吓到~没想到我爸妈回来看我耶~真的没想到~再次感动~

今晚的晚餐,有我爱吃的烧肉和鸡腿~妈妈打包给我的~

原来我并不孤单,还有那么多人疼我,关心我~原本以为没人明白我,原来我错了!!有点自愧...

前天看了老婆仔的部落格,知道她的GrAnDmA去世了~那种痛失亲人的滋味,好痛苦哦~在台湾的她,竟不能回来看她最后一面~我们开心地庆祝中秋节,她却默默地哭~承受那么大的打击,要怎样接受啊?如果是我的话,我想我会比她更糟吧~希望她赶快收拾心情,坚强起来~老婆仔,加油~

月到中秋分外眀,人逢佳节倍思亲~

月到中秋分外眀,人逢佳节倍思亲!~


明天就是中秋节了~先祝大家中秋节快乐~ HaPPy MoOnCaKe FeSTiVaL 2009~

ToDaY iS tHe FiRsT YeAr, i CeLeBrAtE MoOnCaKe FeStiVaL iN PeRaK~

HaiZ~ wHaT tO Do?! NeXt TuEsDaY iS mY MUET sPeAkiNg TeSt~ aNd a WeEk LaTeR iS mY FiRsT SeMeStEr eXaM~

iNsTeAd oF EaTiNg MoOnCaKeS~ i'M DiGeStiNg mY BoOkS~


tHeSe aRe tHe PicTuReS TaKeN DuRinG mY RaYa HoLiDaYs...

pLaYiNg LaTeRnS aNd CaNdLeS... iT WaS FuN~ JuSt HoPiNg ThAt i WoULd HaVe ChAnCe tO CeLeBrAtE NeXt YeAr WiTh aLL mY LoVe oNeS..



JiMMy BoY aNd i



JiMMy, JzEn aNd mE



Me aNd JzUi



pLaYiNg FiRe?! nO La, jUz CaNDLeS~







iT'S mE, MaE!!



mE aNd JiMMMy




OuR LaNtErN TrEe~

人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺;此事古难全,但愿人长久,千里共婵娟~
i WiSh i WeRe aT HoMe NoW~