单纯的孤立

2012年2月25日
终于与好久不见的投篮机重逢了...
每次去槟城的Queensbay或者ECM看戏还是什么的,只要经过游戏场,我一定不会错过玩投篮机的机会...
今天的成绩700+分,还过得了~如果我年轻几年玩,肯定比这次更高分~

哈哈~年纪高的关系,容易累...


学校举办PoSt CNY DiNNeR...
再次的故意不要aTTeNd...
可能咱们正处于叛逆的青春期吧?
 宁可单纯地孤立,也不要复杂地热闹...

有时在想,照片看起来多人,真的开心吗?
要看别人脸色做人,又何必呢? 
去了QB回来,晚上9点多,来了个2nd round...到了LK喝茶吹水。




其实3人行也很写意!就是喜欢这单纯简单的聚会...
不需要50个人在一起才叫开心...


享受着寻找珍珠得感觉——LH TaN


The Retarded 1

iF FriDaY HaS a FaCe, i WoULd JuSt HaVe PuNcH iT!

Sometimes being alone is always better than being together
& pretending that you are happy...
i rather pay for a game of basketball machine than seeing all the morons singing K... 
Retarded indeed...


Stop assuming that u are bringing your car to USM and u think you are rich...
Hell No! 
i started to sit Mercedes since i was 8...
What's your Kenari or Proton to me? It's just NOTHING!

Stop assuming your RM400+ hair is expensive...
Hell No!
People are just teasing you, and you think that you are rich... 
Darn FED UP with the people here...
CHILDISH and ANNOYING enough...
Please la, connect your tongue to your brain before you talk!

一个人走,一个人睡,一个人思索,一个人沉醉。
 一个人忙,一个人累,一个人烦躁,一个人体会。
希望绝望,盼望到失望
梦想到狂想,妄想到别想。

 在人与人来回试探眼神的言语,在等待放弃的煎熬里...
  在心与心碰撞后开始保护自己,在放与不放沉淀与寂寞的日子里...
  原来不快乐不能假装,原来悲伤只能自己扛。

  我真正需要的其实并不多。
只是总是迷失于大学的国度了,再次的失去快乐的泉源。

腻 
·对于生活·对于学业·对于吃的·对于玩的·
我都腻了! 

我的最新作品: 摄于2012年2月23日·Khun Thai Restaurant, Penang...


Thai Food With Coursemates

Pharmily Dinner at Khun Thai Restaurant...
Our 2nd Year 2nd Sem 1st Outing... Credit to Deffrey for organising the event...

Simply too tired after class... Do lots of walking from school... 
Mood for photography today OFF...
Mode of excitement OFF...
Mode of talking OFF...
Mode of eating also OFF...

What's the hell wrong with me today... 
They often termed the feelings that cannot be explained as EMO...
Ya, maybe i'm in that EMO state... 

Photo taken by Deffrey...










第4学期·展望

时间的匆匆已不想再感叹了,
因为一直都在感叹!

渐渐地发现我还是那么浮躁和无意志!
还处在一种理想的状态,说白了我就是在逃避现实啊。
我到什么时候才能清醒的去面对现实啊,
说到这我都有点看不起自己了,
心情很糟糕
希望说出来让大家看看心理会好受点。

也许我是该到了真正痛下决心改变自己的时候,
我也不想再这样的继续学业!
现在充斥着无聊和浮躁,
看着未来的挑战,我不害怕,
却最害怕自己的斗志已不再! 

也许海水必须先往后退,才能产生向前的力量...
当心咯,同学们!
现在的海水已经立志要当汹涌的海浪...
大家看着办吧~
“当我认真起来,连自己都觉得害怕~”

大学里悄无声息的竞争

2012年2月16日
如果说一个成绩优异的人担心什么,那就是怕从上掉下来!
反之,一个差生则是怕从下还要掉入!

掉!不管自己是优异生还是差生,反正就是掉入谷底了,掉了,趴着,还是那种被人踩的那个。
成绩创历史新低 (缺陷也是一种美)
我知道,一个好学生的痛苦————成绩!
但是,有没有想过,成绩变差的前提,不是因为你努力,而是你不再努力!
没有了灵魂的躯壳,只是一个装饰罢了!
再完美的面容,只是一个精致的娃娃而已,
因为,失去了灵动!

羊叉叉,你已经闹够3个学期了!早点醒悟,早点找到失去的灵魂!(还是找不回!)
21岁的生日,我对着蜡烛许下我的愿望:
“我不能再让成绩成为我的软肋,我要最原始,单纯的快乐!”
这个学期,我要暂且把相机放下,去尝试一下单纯的学习。
这是最原始的!至于快不快乐,我也回答不出来...
就像一个孩子不能玩PSP一样,孩子会快乐吗?



突然想起了,PMR, SPM都和我SmS到凌晨3点的义气朋友~
我不知道这样的生活还要忍耐多久,我也不想再埋怨了,反正时间就是一个解药。

给自己的话:
如果以后的我可以好好得过, 
我会感谢现在的我已经过去~
 羊叉叉    笔

用照片说话...


有的时候听听照片的背景故事还挺有趣的,
听完故事你就会用新的眼光来看待那幅照片。
但是大多数时候好的照片是不需要背景故事来撑场子的。
它本身就要有分量

VeRNaL eQuiNoX 立春

这就是所谓的“蛋(淡)定”吗?
Indeed, the egg is not trained to stand... 
spend me so much time to make it stand...

Sorry for the blur photo, only snap it using my Canon Digital IXUS 85 IS...

Plan to do something different, so i took the marker pen out from my school bag and started to draw on the egg... Nothing special either... So i tried to balance the egg on my DSLR instead... 

On my Nikon D7k... After several trials... Not fun to play though... Hard to balance... and it topple down easily and with that height, u can imagine what's it consequences... Haha.. Committing Suicide= Egg cracks and broke! 
Better luck next time... Finally a successful shoot...

CNY Open House

2012年1月28日 (星期六)
Event: Chinese New Year Open House
Venue: Tok Sira, Kuantan

Brief Pose on this event... Just let the pictures do the saying...




Me and Evone Jie Jie... The one that bought me my 1st make up set... Haha...


 Fireworks of the night...







The mandirin oranges used for lion dance performance...




Kena放飞机, LeFt with only few of my kawans... Haha.. Memang used to it dy... 



My sai lou zai and elaine..

 Ng Wua Jzui and Me... Acting stupid here...



YoMaYYiN and YoMaYTiNg


Meet the boss...

 Photo snap when the party is ending... Haven ends yet...



 Light painting with my DSLR again on the way back from Daddie's house to aunt house...

Quite satisfy with my light painting today...