严重失眠~

平时又睡午觉习惯的我,这几天竟然没睡午觉~应该是睡不着吧~

这几天都严重失眠,我也不知为什么~就是很紧张,心跳加速...其实已经好累好累,可是却睡不着~好痛苦哦~已经好几天了,每天才平均睡4个小时多...




这是考试恐惧症吗?





承受着好大的压力~压力使我透不过气啦,使我彻夜难眠...

口说想放弃,可是心却很紧张~


这次的考试要折磨我多久啊?
少了家人的支持和朋友的鼓励,我依然还能坚强吗?

人往往都是失去了,才懂得珍惜~



承受着好大的压力,好想找个人聊下,可是又有谁愿意做我的聆听者呢?

将错就错?!一错再错?!

9月18日,回到关丹第一件做的事就是赶去oLd ToWn YaM cHa~sWeE YiE, JuN YeE, PriSciLLa, Ee YeNg和XiN Hui~怎么偶像LiAnG mEi没来啊?!aH wEe 也还没回到关丹~嘻嘻哈哈了一个小时多,回到家已经十一点了~
书?!我再也不喜欢了~甚至数学,我也不爱了~


以前的自信,没了!好胜心,也没了!开始有点自暴自弃的感觉~


感觉自己已经变了,变得一蹶不振了~累了,我真的累了~再也容纳不进那文字的世界里了~这根本不属于我的鬼地方,撑了4个月
已经是我的极限了~ 活在自己的cYbEr世界,上网的时间比睡觉的时间还长~

快1个月了,那些不愉快的事藏在我心里快1个月了~到现在还找不到愿意和我分担的对象~只想好好找个人聊下,可是aUnT却睡了~一连几个晚上都那么早睡...怎么要找一个人聊天都那么难啊?以前还蛮期待拜六礼拜的,因为一到拜六礼拜就可以打给贞颖了。现在那种期待的感觉
没了,就算她MSN不得空理我,我也不介意了~如果是以前的话,我还蛮介意的~对这世界已经看得十分暗淡了~


买了王力宏MuSiC MaN 演唱会DVD,连DiSc 1也没看完~看不下去了,力宏不是以
前的力宏了~

还有2天的假期就要回去了~从一开始就已经是错了,继续走下去到底是

将错就错

还是

一错再错
啊?

吓到笑~ wHeRe GoT gHoSt?!

DaTe: 21 SePt 2009 (MoNdAy)
VeNuE: MeGaMaLL
EvEnT: WaTCh MoViE "WhErE gOt gHoSt 《吓到笑》 "


SaW HaRn JeAn wHiLe WaiTiNg FoR tHe LiFt~

QuiTe FuNNy MoViE~ i DiN FaLL a sLeEp iN tHe CiNeMa~ HaHa...

WaH, 吓到笑(xia dao xiao)!!

徒弟仔,我可是冒着生命危险把这张照片放上去的~如果你师父仔(我)有什么三长两短的话,你就懂应该找谁报仇了~ JuSt KiDDiNg...

换封面,换封面~


这张拿来做PoStEr比较美~

WaLaO~ MeGaMaLL有鬼?!

eAt Mc DoNaLd iCe-cReAm~ sEe eE SieW sHiRt~
"i sCrEAm, u sCrEaM, We aLL sRcEaM" wHeN eAtiNg iCe-CrEaM~ aHhH!!


徒弟仔aNd师父仔~



mE, yEe JuN aNd Ee SiEW~


MeEt MeLiSa aT PoPuLaR~ ShE SaiD ShE iS sTuDyiNg aT HELP CoLLeGe, SaMe wiTh FiOnA LoR~

ThEn aFtEr tHaT MeEt sWeE YiE aNd JuN YeE~

徒弟仔,Y sO FaSt gO BaCk?! wE aSo HaVeN Go BeAcH aNd pLay, aSo HaVeN eAt DiNnEr ToGeThEr, aSo HaVeN cHaT eNoUgH, U aSo HaVeN fEtCh mE~ HaiZ....


JuSt ReLaX..

DaTe: 19 SePtEmBeR 2009 (SaTuRdaY)
TiMe: 9.00pm
WeAtHeR: RaiNy NiGhT

VeNuE: JuSt ReLaX

PuRpOsELy PoSt iT iN eNgLiSh So tHaT sOmEoNe CaN SeE aNd ReAd iT~ RiGhT, FiOnA??


LeT sO MaNy PeOpLe 放飞机(fang fei ji/pUt aErOpLaNe)~ aLL LaSt MiNuTe DiN TuRn Up~ LeFt 6 oF uS~ mE, HoAy TeNg, cHaRiS, mEi LiAn, FiOnA aNd FeLiCiA~ PoOr tHiNg~


wHo LaTe wHo PaY...
GuEsS wHo iS tHe LaTeSt?!
CoNgRaTuLaTiOn, iT'S FiOnA!!

oF CoUrSe wE aRe NoT sO CrUeL, aSk HeR tO PaY La~
wE cHaT aNd cHaT aNd cHaT uNTiL MiDNiGhT 12+am, aLmOsT 1 aM~ LoL~
吹水,吹uNTiL So LaTe~ wE SiMpLy HaVe tOo MuCh tHiNgS tO TaLk~



oUr MaStErPiEcE~ MaDe bY FeLiCiA, cHaRiS aNd mE~ gT OrAnGe JuiCe, ChiLLi SaUcE, fReNcH fRiEs, sTiLL GoT WhAt aR? FoRGeT Dy~


这班爱闹的傢伙,又玩什么了?

玩拍照~pLaY SnAp pHoTo~ HaHa~

18 YeArS oLd, FuLL oF sPiRiT~


眼神交流~放电~


mE, ChaRiS, mEi LiAn, FiOnA~



i VeRy HuMbLe De~ LeT FiOnA bEcOMe ThE bEaUtY, i BeCoMe tHe BeAsT~


YoUtHFuL TeEnAgErS~


My oNe aNd oNLy MuSiC MaN~

sUcKs sChOoL~ FeEL LiKe BuRniNg ThE sChOoL DoWn iF i HaVe FiRe~ aCtUaLLy 2DaY aFtEr cLaSS CaN gO BaCk HoMe De~ BeCaUsE oF tHe LaSt MiNuTe iNFoRm, wE aRe NoW sTuCkEd HeRe aT PeRaK~ sTuDeNtS FrOm KL, PeNaNg, SeReMBaN, JoHoR, MeLaKa aRe NoW aT HoMe~ wE aRe ThE uNLuCkY OnEs aS oUr BuS CoULdN'T cHaNgE TiMe~

tHe FiRsT tHiNg i WaNt tO Do wEnT i gO HoMe iS BuY LeE HoM MuSiC-MaN CoNcErT DVD~
BuT SaD tO SaY, NoT MuCh HoPe... CaUsE i aSk AnDy aT MsN, hE SaY hE wEnT To KL dE ShOPPiNg MaLLs aNd HuNt FoR LeE HoM'S CoNcErT DVD BuT jUz CoULdn't GeT iT~ JuZ nOw WeNt To SuRf ThE NeT, iT'S LiMiTeD eDiTiOn~ LeE HoM aR, LeE HoM~ i WaNt uR aLbUm So MuCH!! My oNLy 精神寄托 aT tHiS NeRd BoRiNg MaTriCuLATiOn~

HaiZ~
MiSS LeE HoM's CoNcErT a LoT~ tHiS WaS tHe FiRsT TiMe GoiNg tO a CoNcErT~ 我的第一次就献给了王力宏~ ZaDaO~HaHa~
GoT TiCkECt aS PrOoF~ i'M sTiLL KeEpiNg iT~

i'M aSo PrOuD tO SaY i MeEt LeE HoM LiVe iN sTaDiUm BuKiT JaLiL~ He iS WoNdErFuL~ JuSt ToO WoNdErFuL!! HiS CoNcErT iS aWeSoMe~ JuSt ToO aWeSoMe~



He iS tHe OnE i SpEnT ThE MoSt MoNeY On~ LeE HoM~
LeE HoM MeRcHaNDiSe~ oNLy HiS CoNcErT TiCkEt aSo RM398~ WoW~


PhOtO aS pRoOf~ mE aNnd JiA wEn bEfOrE tHe CoNcERT StArTs~

fLaSh BaCk oF HiS CoNcErT~ HaVe a LoOk~ u MaY FaLL iN LoVe WiTh HiM~

iN RaYa MoOd~

"o~O~o~ BaLiK KaMPuNg~ o~O~o~ BaLiK KaMPuNg~" i'M iN RaYa MoOd~ gOiNg BaCk 2 KuAnTaN ThiS FriDaY~ HoOrAy!! CaN sEe YeOh mEi TiNg dY~ LoNg TiMe DiN sEe HeR Dy~

HaVe LoTs oF RaYa pLaNs:
1. WaTcH MoViE "wHeRe GoT gHoSt"


2. WaTcH TVB SeRiEs~

LoNg TiMe DiN WaTcH TV
~ mY TVB SeRiEs, oH i MiSS ThEm So MuCh~
古灵精探B
,
绝代商骄~

CaN'T CaTcH Up dY~ aLrEaDy 结局~

NoW aStRo oN DeMaNd iS FiLmiNg:
In the Chamber of Bliss 蔡锷与小凤仙


The Stew of Life - 有營主婦

sO UpDaTeD aLtHoUgH HeRe nO TV~ CaUsE i'M a TVB迷, WaTcH TVB SeRiEs BiG dE!!


3. YaM cHa, YaM cHa aNd YaM cHa

GoOd nEwS WaS aH WeE iS CoMiNg BaCk~ SaMe To SwEe YiE, PriSCiLLa aNd mEi LiAn~ tHeN LaTeR FoUnD oUt YeE JuN iS CoMiNg BaCk aSo~ aNd JuSt FoUnD oUt tHaT FiOnA aSo CoMiNg BaCk~ WoW, sO MaNy pEopLe pLaY WiTh mE dY~

gOiNg tO HaVe sMaLL GaThEriNg oN SaTuRdAy NiGhT~ FiOnA aNd mE aRe pLaNNiNg~
OuR AiM: sEcOnDaRy FriEnDs
tHoSe wE PrEDiCtEd tO JoiN uS:
JoAnNe, mEi LiAn, Ee SiEw, HoAy TeNg, ChAriS, LeE HoOnG, LeE cHeNg, kHaN nYe, TiFFaNy~

aNyOnE LeFt oUt??



4. sTuDy, sTuDy aNd StUdY~
HaViNg FiRsT SeMeStEr ExAm tWo WeEkS AfTeR RaYa aNd MUET sPeaKiNg 1 WeEk aFtEr RaYa~ HaVe tO sWaLLoW BoOkS dY~ 1 DaY 1 cHaPTeR aSo CaN'T FiNiSh ReAdiNg~ sTrEsS, sTrEsS, StReSS!!


5. DiSTuRb YeOh mEi TinG, QuArReL WiTh mY 细佬仔
GoOd NeWs WaS i'M gOiNg To HaVe a NeW NieCe~ EvoNe JiE JiE iS gOiNg 2 GiVe BiRtH WiThiN ThEsE FeW DaYs~ CaN'T WaiT tO sEe mY nEw BoRn NiEcE~ JaSoN GoR GoR iS NoW a FaThEr~ HaHa~

u aRe sNaP!!

i WaS LuCkY eNoUgH To oNLiNe To Do mY ReSeArCh~ tHaNkS tO mY LaZy GrOuP mEmBeRs, i GeT a ChAnCe To SaW LoU Po Zai aNd zHeN YiNg oNLiNe~ YeAh!! SaY cHeEzZE~ 1,2,3~ SnAp BoTh oF u~




sTaRtEd tO pLaY WeBCaM~ SaW oR NoT?? iT'S zHeN YiNg~ sO tHiN~

MiSS bOtH oF u~ FaStEr JaNuArY La, FaStEr CoMe BaCk La~

nExT FriDaY CaN gO BaCk KuAnTaN LiAo~ HoORaY!!

MUET sPeAkiNg~

LoG iN tO http://www.mpm.edu.my/muetreg/index.php tO cHeCk mY MUET sTaTuS~

DiD u SeE iT? DoUbLe cLiCk ThE PiCtUrE tO sEe cLeArEr~

LoL~ i'M HaViNg MUET sPeAkiNg oN tHe 6tH oF OcToBeR~ ThE FiRsT DaY oF MUET eXaM~有没有搞错啊? mY SuRNaMe sTaRts WiTh "Y" dE WoR~ WhY FiRsT DaY dE?!

Yo, 考试而已,使咩惊啊?!

唔使惊,阿MaE在大厅~
镇镇定定有钱剩~


SaY oNLy MaR~ u gO ExAm aNd SeE, SeE U PaNiC oR nOt La?!


FoRTuNe TeLLeR GeNiUs~ FaCeBoOk aPPLiCaTiOn~

HoPe iT iS TrUe~

i'M FuLLy cHaRgEd NoW~



ReCeiVeD a MeSSaGe FrOm zHeN YiNg YeStErDaY~ FiNaLLy GoT NeWs FrOm HeR Dy~ pHeW~ SiGh oF ReLiEf~ ShE SaiD sHe iS FiNe NoW, CaN'T oNLiNe TiLL sChOoL ReOpEn~ MiSs HeR VeRy MuCh~


aT NiGhT rEcEiVeD CaLL FrOm zYu WeNn~ LoL~ tHiS iS thE FiRsT TiMe We KeNg Kai iN ThE pHoNe~ FeELs VeRy WeiRd CaUsE aLL tHeSe wHiLe aSo DiN CoNtaCt dE~ VeRy HaPPy 2 HeAr FrOm HeR~ ThAnKs, WeNn~ aPPrECiAtE u aS mY FriEnD~ DoN'T WoRRy, i'M aLRiGhT~

u aLL aRe My 强心针~ i'M LuCkY eNoUgH To HaVe u aLL aS mY FriEnD~ LoVe aLL oF u~


SiNcE i aLrEaDy cHoOsE tO WaLk tHiS RoAd, i'LL CoNTiNuE tO FaCe ThE cHaLLeNgEs aNd oBtAcLeS~ wHeN tHe gOiNg GeTs ToUgH, ThE ToUgH GeTs gOiNg~

DoWn MeMoRy LaNe

HiGh sChOoL MeMoRiEs~ YeAr 2003 TiLL YeAr 2008

LoWeR SeCoNdArY~
ToP FrOm LeFt: YeE WaN, Me, Mei LiAn, JiA JiA, zHeN YiNg BoTToM FrOm LeFt: JoAnNe, ZyU WeNn, Hui KeE, cHaRiS


ToP FrOm LeFt: HoAy TeNg, mEi LiAn, JiA JiA, Hui KeE, YeE WaN, mE, JoAnNe, cHaRiS
BoTToM FrOm LeFt: zHen YiNg, zYu WenN



ToP FrOm LeFt: HoAy TeNg, YeE WaN, mE, Mei LiAn, JiA JiA, zHeN YiNg
BoTToM FrOm LeFt: JoAnNe, zYu WeNn, Hui KeE, ChAriS

wHat LoU Po Zai SaY iS tRuE~ ThiS iS tHe GaNg ThaT CaNNoT Be ToGeTHeR AgAiN~

TiMe fLiEs~ YeAr 2008.........




FuNNy GanG~

sLoWLy i'M LeFt oUt oF tHe GaNg... VeRy 可惜~ BuT aT LeAsT ThEy aRe HaPPiEr NoW~

DoEsN'T MaTTeR, i aSo HaD a NeW CiRcLe oF FriEnDs...



aLtHoUgH iT'S NoT aS BiG aS ThE GaNg BeFoRe bUt wE HaD HaPPy TiMeS ToGeThEr~

aLL sO 配合mE~ HaHa~





FiOnA, ChAriS, Me, zYu WeNn, ZaHiDaH







i MeEt FiOnA, HeR eNgLiSh WaS TeRRiBLy GoOd~ GoSh, sHe CaN WriTe eSSaYs LiKe aN AuThOr~



cHaRiS, ZaHiDaH(ThE HeAd pReFeCt), FiOnA aNd mE~


结拜? wHaT wOr?! NoW iS 21St CeNtUrY, WhErE sTiLL gOt 结拜 De? jUz YaM ShEnG oNLy~



YeAr 2009... KoLeJ MaTriKuLaSi PeRaK~

WhO aM i NoW? aM i iN tHe GaNg? i LoOk sO oDD iN tHe pHoTo~ SuRRoUnDeD By aLL tHe MaLaYs... i NoT TrYiNg tO Be RaCiSt BuT tHiS pLaCe rEaLLy iS nOt tHe pLaCe FoR mE... cHiNeSe rEaLLy DoN'T BeLoNgS HeRe~