"BoAt!! sEa!! sHoRe!!!"

"u didnt do serious thinking"
"if u're so sure u dislike pharmacy, u must at least know where to go or what u wan next..."
"if u know what is white colour, u must of course know what is black or not white..."
same 道理

"even if u tell people, i wanna change pharmcay.."
"yes u can,but what u wan?"
"we cant think or decide for u de...we can let u quit, but what u wanna do next?"

"u cant convince people to let u quit if u dunno what u wan,
unless if u know strongly and say
"i wanna quit pharmacy, because i wanna do this (anything) course.."
"the reasons, i dislike these subjects in pharm..."
"after thinking bout future working environment,
i dislike being in a hospital, counselling patients, talk bout drugs,i dun like explaining bout drugs
seeing patient get well after listening to me, i wont be happy..."

"instead i wanna study acc...acc i can count, audit..."
"i like to present my ideas, my concept, my calculation to the boss..."
"i like to work in an office,doing things involving the comp..."
"i dun like to work with a bunch of doctors, nurses,always explaining bout drugs..."


"is not say we wont let u quit,but u cant convince us,u understand ma?"
"we feel that if u quit, like u also dunno where to go, then how can we let u quit and how?"
"stay home and do nothing until one day u think of what u wan?"
Life iSn'T tHaT WaY!!!
"everything must come with reasons before u proceed, and will u regret it?"
"big decisions like this has no turn backs de,we need confirmation from u, prove that u really hate it, prove that u really want another specific subject so certainly without regrets..."

"if u can do this, tell us this, i'm sure dad and mum will let u go..."
"at least they know, oh mae is very serious, she think of what she wants in life dy,she give us solid reasons why she doesnt wat, we have to be responsible for our decisions because in the end u urself have to face all the consequences, u alone, not us... that is why it is important that u decide"


"we cant decide for u de, mae~"
"we can only give moral support and financial back up, later at the job world,it is u facing people at work, not us de~"

"u can always change ur decisions, but if ur unhappiness is because of other people around u, because of the surrounding...we cant change the others..."
"always is we adapt to people, adapt to the environment,never in this world when u are unhappy, people will change for u, surrounding will never change for u..."
"this is where u struggle, u change ur own thinking and decide..."
"is quitting really helps to make u happier?"
if yes, go ahead!!
"we shall surely support u...

If without a clear target, we cant let u go...
"u're now in a boat u think has holes and buruk..."
"but if u say u wanna change another boat without us seeing there is a better boat in front,
we wont fang xin to let u abandon this old boat,
because u'll get lost in the sea, drunk..."


" if we see another new better boat for u, why wont we let u go?"
"u need to let us know where is that better boat..."
"u're like in a sea with at least one boat now, u sure u wanna switch? search for a better boat?"
"slowly ba, private is available anytime..."
"just that we need to know ur choice clearly because once u abandone this one and only boat u're standing, later when u wanna turn back, it wont be there anymore..."

"this is one thing u must know,if really u find a better boat, u're happier, then u tell us..."
"we will let u go, just we also need to see where is the new boat..."
"we especially mummy and pa wanna make sure that new boat is really good for their daughter
,it is their responsible to help u see whether good or not..."
"but once seeing,they can only tell u, this boat is good, or this boat is got good got bad
then u must decide wanna change boat not..."
"we can only tell u what we see, we cant help u to step inside de"
"cos u're the one facing the storms and all, we can only support u..."


"so u think properly, ok ma?"
"dun so stress, got way out de"
"u dun wan pharmacy also got way out..."

"we just wan u to arrive at shore, not lost in the sea, or die in the old boat because of sadness..."
"u are in our family, we want to see u sail successfully, with a smile on ur face and when u reach the shore, u can tell us, mum and dad and sis, i sailed safely and dont worry bout me anymore
u understand ma?"
"we also want the best for u, we cannot let u lost in the middle..."


THE END OF THE STORY:
I'M DrOwN iN tHe SeA!!!


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